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Thursday, July 31, 2009

Dream last night

worked on a ship that was a train – had to hold on to sheety main bitts as we rounded a long turn; big waves threatened to wash us off the tracks.

Jake was there – maybe I was just visiting the train ship – his ship was different – New Zealand-based & very proud of being so; he so short like a hobbit, in his scratchy wool coat, I hugged & hugged him; he with his crew – the deck, porch of a house where a party was had a rock, a roll – I stood on the moving plywood keeping my balance. They wanted me to stay as cook but I was tired of food, hated food . . .

Jake was leaving to go back to work on nis NZ ship w/ his jolly hobbit crewmates & as he left he said, do you want to go?

This time it was a party like that time in La Conner – Karen was there, holding court on the couch, fat in a light gray sweater; got up – but she was hurt – to hug me and loudly say hello.

Mom also was there, in blue & white jester shorts, with black hairs on her belly showing , fat in long yellow socks joking about it w/ her guests – it was her party that time. I also had a dorm room in my dream – some kind of stateroom – I went there alone, but on the way – this was near Jake's party and boat, just after meeting his crew – I found a beige negligee, black fur or lace trim, in the hall to my dorm room, with a message on it to a whore – written in black – I didn't think at the time (until now) that it had been left for me – I picked it up & carried it awhile, then left it on a doorknob across the hall from my room's door; I could hear passers-by commenting on it.